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are you happy with your job

Are you happy with your job? Do you find yourself sighing or maybe swearing every morning you spread your arms waking up? Do you already feel sad on Sunday when you need to iron your clothes? And do you stare at the wall by your bed before sleeping on Sunday and mumbled 'here we go again'?

I have been self demotivated at times thinking about my career. As a young and active graduate, I am impatient, eager, charged and so wanting to do something much more challenging in the working world. However, the role that I am assigned currently is a little reserved and pace keeping. I find myself dissatisfied for picking up things much slower than anyone else, even time catches up on me. It's a year already.

I'm giving myself another period of time for the hope that things will change, get better or perhaps favors me. I admit I may be over ambitious at times but please don't kill it, I want to set to be somebody someday although I may not have the capability for such achievement. But what the heck, whenever there's a chance and risk, I'll grab it and seldom look back (I don't think I can never look back hehehe).

Anyway... what lies in the future...

Probably a retiree will have the best peace in mind, thinking each day is a day closer to paradise ( and also to 'eternity' >.<)

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  1. hmm... dat was a sarcastic remark... closer to death perhaps? up to individual to define...

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