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easier said than done..

A recent conversation with a friend made me realise there are so much things, when said is ideal, when done might turn out to be less pleasant.

Well of course one cannot run away from continuously managing an activity or action so that it does not turn ugly at all. Continuous management is what human tend to call, commitment. And who the hell made that word up, I've missed an M the first time I wrote it!

As far as I lived to write this post today, I am 'proud' to still not tied down by the human-termed 'commitment'. I can have all the 365 days for myself, all my earnings for myself (of course I voluntarily treat my family which made me happy, and that's what I do for myself too) and all the time for myself. I can safely assume that I have almost zero commitment.

Probably as the level of maturity heightens with age, responsibility and commitment come into play naturally. Not sure if from zero to hero sounds great when it is about commitment to everyone but I guess without commitment for or to something or someone, there's nothing to strive for. Right now I am striving for self success all the way, nothing else, but maybe sooner I might look into something else. Afterall, the only thing that is certain is death, you don't want to struggle to learn your only goal is not accomplish. So, have a few (goals).

I'm not an irresponsible person nor I am running away from obligations. I'm just picking them up progressively. Patience and perseverence are what I probably need to uptake as I move along, for I know I am a typical Arian. Ever see a charging ram, similar but this one runs with 2 legs instead.

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