I've just wasted my time, got into an argument

As a final year student, time management is crucial and I know I don't have a Friday to be wasted. Revision-2-do piling up and a stuck final year project. But still, I am not motivated. I went down to wash my car, clean some stuffs rather than catching up with studies like I did weekly. The mood did not seemed to be there.

At night, I called back home to check out on my family. Got into light argument with mom. She disapprove me going for an island trip as soon as I finished my whole degree studies, by saying that I've enjoyed too much and not realized that so many people might not be as lucky as me. I agreed that I was lucky but the trip is going to be my graduation trip with my university mates which I really look forward to.

I gave in, and decided not to go further with the current situation, and emotionally replied to my friend to pull out from the trip. He was stunted by my answer but did not question.

I felt discouraged and disappointed.

But I will plan for my next step for my final year project before I sleep in about an hour.

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